At one point in this blog I talked about harmony & balance but I don't have any of that right now. I took on a lot and have been in constant "do" mode. I don't think about anything else, talk about anything else, or work on anything else. You could say that's what being in school is, but I've filled my life to be solely and purposely driven by what I do.
I like this about me because I've never been this person before. But I also hate it because besides working on things I'm only looking for instant gratification instead of finding joy in everyday things like I used to. I miss cooking with zeal instead of scheduling working hour blocks around the time it takes to make dinner. Or just going with my gut when I want to jet up to a trail and hike.
This may sound like complaining and it is, but it's aimed at myself. I'm the only one responsible for how I'm living my life and I'm not too happy with it right now. Even though I have no solution just yet I'm examining things and will hopefully reevaluate.
I'm an illustrator and graphic designer who is desperate to get back to the basics of pencil and paper! I'm challenging myself to sketch everyday for 40 days in hopes of regaining my overall skill, creativity, and wonder!